I want to run faster than my shadow,
I don’t want to face past hurts;
Somethings, I think it’s there, but the signs are wrong.
Sometimes, I think there is still a chance, but the lies are too long.
I lied to myself for years, thinking it gets easier
the separation has lasted forever, my lies are not feasible.
I think about it more than you do
I bet you don’t even think about it, do you?
I bet you don’t care what happens to me
you were glad the day you parted from me
I still think about it, every day like a haunting
the mental anguish I put on myself is daunting
ill get over it I know that to be true
someday I will be free from the thought of you.