I want to run faster than my shadow,

I don’t want to face past hurts;

Somethings, I think it’s there, but the signs are wrong.

Sometimes, I think there is still a chance, but the lies are too long.

I lied to myself for years, thinking it gets easier
the separation has lasted forever,  my lies are not feasible.
I think about it more than you do

I bet you don’t even think about it, do you?

I bet you don’t care what happens to me

you were glad the day you parted from me

I still think about it, every day like a haunting

the mental anguish I put on myself is daunting


ill get over it I know that to be true

someday I will be free from the thought of you.