In Secret.

I believe you when you said we going to get close

You took what you needed, and said claimed it was toxic.

I didn’t want to seem like I was too needy, so I agreed to mask my humiliation

I was under the impression, I found someone that wasn’t going to treat me like a secret.

Just like when the last one.

The one overseas.
the one who wished he never met me.
I am always a secret to the men who say they like me
Men want me in secret. they’re too embarrassed to announce it publically.
I am not a secret.