It’s not supposed to seem a certain way; it’s misconstrued anyways. But, it makes perfect sense to the only person that is saying it back to themselves. Even though when thought is trying to be conveyed for another person’s understanding. I never quite get the exact feeling out. I never seem to get what is going on in my head perfectly to the written or spoken form. I guess I’m just new at expression. Or, too old to start talking about the feelings I have about time and change.