I had a thing for this person and it went nowhere. Nowhere but casual stares laid fair throughout the day. He was not swayed either way by how I greeted or seated him. it was all the same anyway I was convinced that I should wait my turn in the shadows.  Deep down I knew it was never for me like that. I wanted to be like the other beautiful girls, and have this win this one time in life. For once, I wanted someone to feel for me the same way I felt for them.

I was wrong for thinking that.