Note: This was from 2013. I must of been in a mood of some sorts.
I left my fears back home,
I don’t want them no more.
They suspected I was on that.
This shot is telling you that I’m on that.
I don’t want to seem so crass,
Mistakes are built to last,
I’ve emptied all my love too,
To feel the pain that I’m used to.
If I bring no love then, will it erase my pain?
If I show my scars then can I expose my shame?
I got longing right here,
I got the time right here.
The fears at home are just mounting every day.
to stay at home will be the game that I can’t play.
These fucking words that I’ll stick to
Will show whoever I’m in love too.
Listen please; I can give all of this,
Let me give all of this,
I need assurance in myself.
Tell me you love me,
Even though I don’t love me.