I will learn the lessons of my past.
I will not change the past into the present.
I will not think about my future.
There will be a pause in everything.
I will be in the now.
I will not stop the force.
This is test.
I repeat, this a painful test.
I will make a change.
I will adhere to the madness that is the concept of time.
I will keep my dignity.
I will accept it,
I will acce– I will have to accept it.
I will do so to function. I will do so to survive.
I will try to function
I am trying to survive.